Cry Baby

Every once in awhile we need
a taste of sadness,
a tinge of loss,
to remind us that
we are human
and that we are lucky to have
something, somewhere, or someone
worth missing.

I find it hard to smile these days.

note: the lyrics to this song was originally a poem by
Johanna so I had to change a few things. I hope
you don't mind :]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k7I_5cg7MGw

My Summer Anthem

Feeling nostalgic, aren't we all?
Something is not right with my blogspot when I want to make new posts.
hmm..?

It's not perfect but I hope it's still meaningful.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2rC-4tGGg-c

Hug Deprevation

I know it might sound pathetic, but I really miss the tons of hugs I used to give and recieve back in Barcelona.

I've told my parents this, to which they then proceed to try and hug me but it's not the same. Of course it isn't.

School is getting better, IB is getting more hectic. And its only the second week. Save me. No, not really.

I can't wait for next summer, but then again I'm in touch with my nerdy side and am actually enjoying most classes.

I don't get economics for crap though. I'll have to read the textbook.

Should be getting a new laptop soon, which I am super excited and happy about. It's gunna be a Macbook Pro.

I'm converting. And I guess I'll just see how my life goes from there.

ps. thanks felipe for helping me with my spanish homework. i thought you deserved a shoutout :]

[Unwinding Cable Car - Anberlin]

music is the only thing that's always there for me, until my ipod dies.

"It just takes some time,
little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything (everything) will be just fine,
everything (everything) will be alright (alright)."

-jimmy eat world//it just takes some time-

I'll Try to Smile

Been doing some much needed songwriting/venting.
Here's the product:

"Sometimes I wish I could wake up back in Barcelona,
where the sun is shining and my friends are smiling
and waiting for me.

I miss the view of the city from the mountain top,
miss watching my friends blaze up.
I miss walking through the city streets and planning
parties for next week.

I miss how we could be anywhere at anytime it didn't
even matter. Just as long as we were together.
And I'll bet you a million dollars that won't change,
next time we see each other it will be exactly the
same."


That's all I got so far. I really shouldn't have stopped playing guitar
for three weeks, now my fingers are in pain. Hahaha :]

I've decided to stop hating the present and appreciate the past instead.




[Smile - McFly]